Fuck My Life , Fuck My Life , Fuck My Life

Sometimes you fall into a hole
its only natural you call for help

When help doesn't arrive immediately
you panic

It takes seconds for the conclusion to set in
you are alone , so alone

This hole is now your life
you feel so much , what do you call it , what do you label it

Anger , Sadness , Hurt , those words are square in this round hole
you doubt yourself
you doubt the one who didn't come and rescue you
you slide against the cold damp muddy wall

Fuck my Life , Fuck my Life , Fuck my Life
you stay in that exact spot
you hold the same position
you breathe and,
you think

Who am I ..
What am I about ..
Am I about this hole .. Just moving through the motions ..
Or am I bigger ..
Am I bigger ..
So much bigger ..

you stand up off of the ground
you brace yourself against the wall
you grab onto the anything and everything confining you
you take any means to gain height , take all of this and leave it behind you , where it belongs
you reach the top , breathing hard , wrapped in your own victories
your covered in it all

And then there she is leaning against ..
The one you love
She is worth the hole you put yourself into sometimes
She knows that pulling yourself out .. isn't pulling yourself out if you never work through the emotions

But she knows , because you know that no matter what hole your footing tosses you into working through it means that life will go on , And when life goes on the holes get smaller , And eventually we will laugh at the pours in the sand